why????.................................

Just now, aku dengar lagu For The rest Of My Life.... a very special song that will be dedicated to someone that u love...that u really love...and now I feel sad because I do not know whether the guy that I'm dating now love me or not...feeling like, I've to sacrifices so many things to be perfect for him...But the truth is I am not...I am an ordinary girl...

Today and also yesterday, I'm not in a good mood...I'd being in love for once...and now I try for the second after the first breaking my heart and tore my heart into pieces.....and he second one try to fix it..but it cant be perfect like before...theres still a name hang in there...deep down there...why????